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Into my life….

leavesofautmn — Mon, 16 Jul 2007 14:04:34 +0000

You walked into my life
On a hot summer day
Like a soothing cool breeze
And swept me of with such ease….

Though I never knew you
I felt I had known you
For a billion years
As mine……

Although we met only for a while
You remained in my thoughts
Like a soft morning dew.
Making me fly above the sky

I could feel my heart throbbing
When your eyes met mine
I felt a desire
To be close to you….

As thoughts about you
Grew in strength
I shivered and trembled
As I knew what this meant!

Before I could tell you
You decided to leave
I felt bewitched
There was nothing I could do.

With a heavy heart
I waved a sad good bye
With a hope in my heart
That I’l meet you another day…

thoughts

leavesofautmn — Fri, 13 Jul 2007 16:52:22 +0000

A fascinating view of the calm dusk,
Every single creation of god,
Adding joy and beauty to the place.
I stood there astonished and mesmerized
Enjoying every ounce of silence in the place
That was refreshing my soul!

Suddenly a shrill sound of a lady brought me back to self,
I walked towards the direction of the sound
Taking slow steady steps.
As I moved further I found the sea line closing
The shadows fell over the deepened horizon.

The sound was pretty loud now
My eyes searched fervently in the dim light of the dusk
For the voice that broke the silence of the place.
There she is crying.
I went closer till I felt something under my feet,
lo! a stream was running out there

I felt as though I was in some fairyland
As I looked with my eyes widened
I realized I had come too far.
Determined to see her
I cautiously stepped into the ice chill water.
at this second I felt as though
a thousand spears were piercing me
Slowly I moved step by step
Till i was knee deep in water

Scared thinking i might get drowned i moved
To realize that that was the maximum depth
Finally i reached the other side of the cave
Oh my! What I saw shocked me
That lady’s face was a very known one to me

Then little did I realize that it was me
Beneath her feet I found pieces of life
Just scattered on the floor!
Now what do I do? Where am i?
What is it that I’m seeing?
Do I pick up the pieces or comfort her?

I was totally confused,
As sudden as I heard the shrill voice
I heard another voice but a familiar one
It was my mother yelling at me telling I’m late
Slowly I stirred up to realize it was a dream!

The battle within

leavesofautmn — Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:30:54 +0000

The bare sky, stretched out across infinity.
damp memories, exceeding the horizon.
thoughts frayed, drifting aimlessly.
building sharp, but slow memories!

Lying in a bed of broken dreams gifted by destiny,
I gaze upward at the stars,
Pondering over things my mind can’t forget,
and feel within, the pained heartbeat of the earth.

The moon illuminated the universe with peaceful light,
making one speechless with its beauty and serenity.
a delightful wind blew over the horizon,
grass bends and crests, like waves upon the sea.

The world seemed standstill,
but a battle rages deep within my soul
with prayer as my only weapon,
all I could do to hold on was have faith.

With the gift of time,
god blessed me to forgive and forget
the memories of past,
filling my pained heart with eternal peace,
preparing me for the golden present.

A change within, a change without !!!!

Finally, all is peace again
but, nothing is the same.
all that was once sought for and grasped at are gone.
the past is blown away, and I am free.
Waiting for the bright dawn!

My Angel!!!!

leavesofautmn — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:03:03 +0000

A person who appreciates me….
for what i am, honours me….
and made me realize my ability….

A person who loves me….
even when, the entire world,
turns against me….

A person who cares a lot 4 me….
waits for me from the second,
i leave home till i return….

A person who is thoughtfull….
thinks of me and only me,
before she thinks about herself….

A person who drives my thoughts….
pushes and motivates me,
to capture the stars….

A person who cries when I cry….
goes mad when I go mad,
And gets hurt when I get hurt….

A person who rides my day and ends my night….
A person for whom i live and
for whose sake i would die….

Written with a pen sealed with love and care,
For my sweet mom who lives for me

First post

leavesofautmn — Sat, 09 Jun 2007 15:44:25 +0000

This blog intends to preserve the memories of those instances that had an impact on me….